21.5.07

if everyone was the way i set in mind for them to be, what fun would there be?
yes life is full of what i dont understand and i want to change. but i still live with it.
and life is full of unhappy people. be it because of me, directly or indirectly, or nothing because of me but affecting me. i wanna help all of these ppl. but i dont wanna suffer a burnout. if i help less than what i think i should, i'd probably feel unhappy too. but we all have to learn that life aint the fairytale we dreamt up. it gives us the settings to change, we cant decide these settings.
i will not worry unneccessarily about my assignments. this is what i made up my mind today about. i dont want to be frowning and not living my life happily just because there is five assignments undone. five only what. my life is so much more important and time more valuable. im goin to just do my best and GO.
i've also been reminded (by myself) that everyone is an individual. just because i am a certain way doesnt mean all has to follow. more importantly, they have the right to have their views, attitudes and behaviour, regardless of whether correct or incorrect. i have no right to interfere, manipulate them for my selfishness. i can guide them to find other things, but never to deny them or dislike them for being different.
tml will be the day i finish the draft of my writ comm assignment. good night. (:

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"Happiness is enjoying, not owning" (Joanna, 2007)
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination" (Henry 2007)
"Gravity is the only constant"
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i'm living everyday like my last. i don't have much time left, so allow me to be emotional, to treasure life, to think simple.

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wishlist/wish-to-dos

new back-to-school bag
get a haircut
clean room
hang up puzzle
clothes!
completing the modules quite well
find a dance partner/ new cca
practise on the piano
lose weight
find an interest in music or dance